So I was not going to continue my thoughts from last night. But the conclusion of today has put me in the state of mind of finishing my thoughts. So to put me in a nutshell would be inaccurate. My being is soo vast that a nutshell would exploded at the thought trying to contain me. I was told I needed to finish this, so as I’m typing I guess I’m agreeing with this person. I feel as I need a topographer to come chart my mind and make copies of my mapped mind. I shall hand these out to those I wish to indulge in the orgin of my thoughts. Yes it is true not many people can follow my train of thought. It is very sparatic I can not blame them. So today’s chapter is diagnosising the fuel to the machine of osko. I’m stuck in a routine of monotny. Need something/someone to pull me out of it. But of course, that is the goal of every human, to find something to show you life. Little off topic, theory on life. I don’t think life is an individualized thing. My life, your life, their life, non existent. This place we call earth is the only thing that can have an individualized life. We contribute to it. We can better peoples situations and improve the quality of life. Ok back on track. The fuel is knowing the I can or will suround myself with the best people and contribute so much to them and visa versa. Witnesses to your contribution to this life. People to say “yes he lived and he will be irreplacable” blah blah blah tear drops sniffles haha joke. The fuel is to be best man I can be. And that’s the fuel, I work out to ensure I shall be healthy to be there for those whom need me. It is not personal gains that matter. I work to provide support to family and those whom really need it. I go out to provide destressing to those caught up in the harshness of life. That’s another chapter in the blog-iography hahaha