So lately I have been adimently over my job, and have being dealing with it for far to long. Drinking has been the emergency exit to my “horrid” life. I know some people are unemployed blah blah blah. I get it, im in a “grass is always greener on the other side” mentality so leave me alone. I work out almost daily to the point that my testosterone levels are possibly higher then they should be. Alcohol+high testosterone= BAD NEWS BEARS haha to say the least. Im on the verge of losing friends and have sat down, reflecting on the past. And drinking is out the door. Not only is it affecting my close friend and family, but me physically. Blogging will know take the steering wheel. I shall rant, vent, rage on this thing and no mercy shall be shown. Holding in my thoughts for far to long. WELCOME TO THE THUNDERDOME!